More than any aspect of D/s that I love -- the humiliation, the role play, the bondage, the anal play, places that I've put my tongue, etc. -- I tend to get off the most on having a connection with someone. Feeling that the person I'm with understands me and that I understand them. That we're sharing the same headspace and playing on the same field. That's what I crave the most and why I tend to go back to the well. When I make that connection, I try to get a tight grip and not let go of that person. When I think of some of my failed D/s relationships I realize that the connection just wasn't there.
Too often in my life I feel like I'm feeling around in the dark. When the light from another person comes around and gives me that illumination, I want to keep them near and I want to keep their light. It's a rarity to have any light at all in my dark corner of the world.
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